Faithless

This morning I met with our attorney for the lawsuit we filed when S was hit by a car in 2009.  The long and short of it, things are not looking good.  The more knowledge I gain of how the legal system works, the sicker I get.  The sadder I feel.  And confusion abounds.

Has there ever been a time when the good outnumbered the bad?  Did good ever really have a chance over evil?  The more I see, the louder my answer of NO is.  Mankind is terrible!  All I am left with is God.  Except that mankind has probably lied to me about that, too.  I’m sticking with what I’ve got.  I still believe my bets are best hedged in the teachings of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.  But today my faith in man is gone, and I’ll never welcome it back.