I obviously have a looooong way to go with self-esteem. I read somewhere about a friend possibly visiting with another friend, and I was crushed. But I must be getting better because a moment after instantly, the thought popped into my head: “You are not everybody’s best friend!!! People are allowed to have other friends besides you!!!”
It’s still hard to swallow that, but the not-so-old me would have just died and questioned what I could do to make that person like me better than the other friend. Now, I know that other people can be as equally cool as me, and that’s probably why my friends are friends with them. (But I’m still the coolest, right?)
I don’t know why I haven’t written longer, more “interesting” posts (ha, ha!). I haven’t really had anything to say. I’m trying to not be so negative. It’s not that I’m never postitive, I really am, but I talk about the negative stuff more.
We learned how to play this new game today. Actually, it’s not new. I think we got it two Christmases ago, but I was too scared to learn how to play it because what if it was really complicated? I feel like a moron now for having waited so long. It is WAY fun, and WAY addicting!!
I guess I should get to bed now. I meant to awhile ago, but you know how it is. You get online for one thing only and then you remember nine million other things you need to look up!